I’m not here to make a long posting today you guys. I have so much to say but it will have to wait until another time. I’ve been pretty quiet for the last few days for multiple reasons. I’ve been in serious pain for the last few days as well as glued to the windows and t.v. as I watch the mess that has taken over My city.
There was a death in police custody that sparked many peaceful protests and demonstrations around Baltimore. Monday as the man was laid to rest the city erupted in violence with Me in the center. I had just gotten off the subway and walked into My gynecologist office when about 15 minutes later a security guard walked in and told us patients that the building was on lock down. I was trapped inside for 2 hours while I watched destruction all around out the door and windows. There was nothing but the sign of sirens and helicopters. Outside all you could see was teens and young adults throwing shit and running.
My ride was stuck in traffic and suddenly I saw people running in My direction from the corner and all the cars going by were now being stopped in front of the building I was taking cover in and forced to make a u turn. The security said it was time to get everyone out the building and I was forced into the streets in the middle of the chaos. On North and Pennsylvania avenue I stood, looking around, finally able to see all I couldn’t see from the safety of the building. A police car was in flames in the middle of the intersection. The cvs was being looted, people were running and screaming everywhere, some in fear and some in rebellion. I screamed in fear as I ran as fast as I could away from the fire, away from the chaos.
On the phone with My best friend I did My best to report My location. I alternated between talking to him, My DC sweetie, My son, step mom, dad and My man. I don’t think I’ve held so many conversations back to back and simultaneously ever. My best friend was finally able to pick me up on Druid Hill and Mcmeken I believe, 10 to 12 blocks from where I had initially been thrust into the riot. As he was pulling up more fire trucks and police cruisers flew past.
Downtown was blocked, the west side was grid locked. We did our best to get home through the mess as fast as possible. Once i got i I turned on the news and cried. I looked and saw the subway station I had just gotten off at, next to the cvs on fire. I cried bc I had taken shelter just across the street and now I watched that block being looted and burning. I watched the police line up in the very spot I had just fled. I watched the cvs where I get MY medicine go up in flames. i watched the ACE where I used to cash My check looted. Watched the hair store I used to shop at looted. They didn’t show it on the news but My FAVORITE downtown destination, Lexington Market, was looted.
I’ve feared for My son, Myself and My friends and family since. I’m terrified about the huge protest scheduled for this upcoming saturday. My city is on a citywide curfew, every ADULT is ordered indoors after 10 p.m. I’m home, My fibromyalgia has flared to it’s highest level. I’m in extreme pain, have had a hard time walking since monday. I just wanted to check in .
I’m forever signing up for sites and then forgetting about it. I swear it seems like I spend so much time trying to keep up and keep things as simple as possible for you. I joined Customs4u almost 2 months ago and totally forgot about it. I just went back to it earlier this week and spent some time getting to know the site and it’s functionality. I was pleasantly surprised by all I saw I could do as well as how simple it seems.
I’ll break down to you what I have found on this site and how it will assist you in getting your own pieces of Sapphire for yourself. I’ve been selling custom videos through the sales and services page here on the site but Customs4u gives you so many more options than I had considered before. It’s really easy to use, the give you a list of categories, you get to pick the amount of time you want it to last, and even how long you wait to get it. Then you write a detailed messages to Me describing exactly what you want Me to do, say and even wear in your custom video. Once completed I email it to you. Simple and easy.
The site also gives Me the option of selling videos I’ve already recorded. Too cool for Me and you too. I just uploaded My first video Tuesday and was shocked to see that I immediately made a sale. How cool. To get to Me on Customs4u it’s as simple as clicking >> http://www.customs4u.com/sapphirethesexy1/videos
But that’s not even it!!! This site has something for everyone. I also can sell goodies through this site. Almost any kind of goody I want. Right now I have just added 3 offers, My panties are for sale, I also am selling two photo sets and will be adding even more. The BEST PART OF THE OFFERS though is that YOU can make ME an offer. You just write out what you want in step 1 as shown above and in step 2 you pick the amount of money that you’re willing to offer and then hit the green button to send it to Me and see if I can make your dream a reality.
DO YOU THINK THAT’S IT? It’s not lol you want to call Me or set up a video call? You can do that through Customs4u as well.
I can’t help but love the fact that Customs4u gives you ANOTHER way to help Me while helping you. You can click that Tribute button at the bottom of the page, beneath My profile photo. It gives you the option of sending between $10 and $2,500 or you can type the cash amount in yourself. I FULLY expect you guys to use this feature….
Oh darling s I wish you knew how happy I was to see the sun today OMG the last few days have been so dreary and you know what that kind of weather does to your little angel. I’ve been laid up in bed for days. I did manage to make it out this weekend though before it got nasty. One of the things I found in My p.o. box was this cute shirt from a company in New York called UMAD2BAD and you know with all My haters I was happy to rep the brand. Check them out on facebook, they have all kinds of shirts https://www.facebook.com/pages/UMAD2BAD/366652693518263?fref=ts
So you guys know I built a new talent and promotion website at www.sapphirespotlightontalent.com and not only am I constantly seeking talent to showcase and promote but people with companies and resources that could assist talent in any way too. About a month ago I added a design and media production firm to the resource are and was shocked today to see that the owner had taken time to design a promo calendar page for Me. I loved it so much I’m thinking about having a full calendar done for 2016 if I can get the money together for it. I would LOVE some help on making this a reality. If you want to help you can ALWAYS hit one of the donation buttons on the right hand side bar or contact Me at firstname.lastname@example.org to ask how you can help
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You naughty little pervs will be happy to hear that I posted another free video on pornhub over the weekend for you and I promise it’s a must see. Sometimes I just feel the need to show off you know . Remember there are always even more hot XXX videos of Me on
I’m so excited that My new sex story ” Dominate Me, I’m Weak” is out in the newest edition of 86 Blvd magazine . Check it out at http://t.co/nT5ps1yEVn
I managed to turn in My new story for BADD Magazine early and I love it it’s a lesbian love story and will be out next week. The only project left on My plate right now is My new article for Foxtail Magazine. I’m writing them something on the difference between porn stars, adult entertainers and webcam girls, a subject near and dear to Me.
I did manage to post a new treat on My rude page like the one below and I want you guys to remember I have so many hot views on rude for rent and sale. Just click HERE to see.
Hey lovebugs I hope today finds you all in great spirits as we hit the midweek mark. The weekend is almost upon us again.
There’s no way I could have a weekend better than last weekend but I’m looking forward to what it brings. I had the best time with My guy last weekend. Sunday was Easter and I went to church with My son and best friend and then we went to dinner afterwards. When I came home I spent time with My guy, it was an amazingly perfect weekend indeed.
I’ve had these posters for a while. I’ve sold a few but I keep forgetting I have them. So much for one little person. I wanted to show you the posters I currently have available for for sale. 11″x17″ Poster is $14.99 + $5.00 shipping AUTOGRAPHED poster is $24.99 + $5.00 shipping. WANT ONE? email Me at firstname.lastname@example.org and I can send you an invoice. Get a good look at the print copy in the video below
I forgot to tell you guys Last month I was asked to write an article for the Foxtail Magazine website featuring the hottest porn stars. you can check it out HERE I woke up to an email this morning letting Me know they also want Me to write and article for the print issue that’s about to drop. I’m excited, I already picked My topic.
The above pic is from last week, I as of today, have 1,187,068 views on My Pornhub page. I was happily surprised to find a check from Pornhub in the mail this week. I want to thank you for continuing to watch My videos. To say thank you for your constant support I’ve uploaded a new video, check it out below.
I spend a lot of time online and it’s hard to deal with the way some guys come at Me. Yes I’d love a new sugar daddy, A REAL ONE.
A sugar baby is not a high priced whore but when you look online these days you would think that. I have had the hardest time dealing with men who identify themselves as sugar daddies. I don’t even think most people knew what a real sugar daddy/baby relationship was until the internet became so popular. I mean, there’s so much that people have heard of but had no real idea about until the internet became so big and brought real people and their lives to light. Now the internet has caused a wave of imitation and like so many other things, the influx of people jumping on a bandwagon has over saturated and watered down something beautiful.
I don’t know why whores ( no offense to whores, do your job) think that selling their ass for a few dollars is considered being a sugar baby? Is it because you think it sounds classier than prostitute, escort or whore? Because it’s ok to be who you are but it’s not o.k. to ruin OUR thing… you don’t see Me out fucking for money do you? No. Because I leave your job to you. Some people may say I’m wrong or harsh to judge but I’m not. I’m a real sugar baby who is overly offended by what she sees. I admit I’m older than I look and more experienced than I probably should be. I come from a lifestyle of growing up too fast and men providing for Me at a young age. Of course back then I didn’t know the power or the sensuality and sexuality of women. I was disillusioned into thinking I had to sleep with the men who provided for Me. But sheesh I was a kid. Once I was old enough to understand human nature, men and the power I was blessed with I was quick to close My legs.
I got My first real sugar daddy at age 20 ( I’m currently almost 34) and within a month of meeting him I had another. And they both worked in the same place WITH ME. One was white and was 43, a married biker. He was a teacher at the school I was recently hired as secretary at. He was unhappily married, been married for 5 years to a woman who used him for a green card and was living her merry little life without him for the most part. The other was 57, black a teacher and member of the clergy, married with 3 adult kids and one minor. What they both had in common other than being My co workers were that they were in loveless, lifeless marriages. Yes they were older but they weren’t dead and My young, fun-loving, adventurous personality gave them life again.
I enjoyed watching them vie for My attention with gifts and food at work. Soon they both started to do their bests to make My life easier and happier. My life became extremely interesting. I was only 20, I worked every day and I only spent money on rent. I couldn’t get a chance to spend My money on anything else. I used to catch the bus every day but the white one ( lets call him D) started to pick Me up from work every day and then buy Me dinner or take Me out and drive Me home. The black one ( lets call him T) started to bring me breakfast and lunch every day. On Fridays D would take Me after work to pick My son up from My parents house and on Sundays T would come pick Me and My son up and take Me to take him back. On the way home he’d give Me money, buy Me some weed to take home for Me and My boyfriend and buy Me dinner.
While I was working there someone broke into My apartment twice and it scared Me to death. D then rented Me a new apartment down the street from him and his wife so that it would be easier to pick Me up and dropping Me off. D, T and another friend all together moved Me into My new place. I was NOT sleeping with either of these men. I brought something to their lives that they weren’t getting before they met Me. T and I frequented movies, bowling, went out to lunch daily and other fun activities. D and I dined out almost daily, rode his motorcycle all over the state frequented bars and all kinds of fun stuff. During the first year they were both spoiling Me D took Me on My first ever vacation. We went to Ocean City, MD for 5 days. He spoiled Me rotten, the best meals, boat rides, bike rides on the boardwalk, shopping in jewelry stores and everything else. I remember at some point realizing he had blown over $5,000 and I called home to ask My stepmom was I supposed to sleep with him. I mean we were like 9 months in and I knew how much he spent on Me and gave Me on the regular and at this point he had blown like $5,000 in a week. My step moms advice to Me was to “lay there and count My bills in My head” so I did. I felt horrible and he noticed and eventually asked Me why and I told him. I was sleeping with him because I felt like I should. He told Me I didn’t have to do that. He was really good to Me. He was My best friend and benefactor for 3 years and we never had sex again. I did let him eat Me once much later one day when we were stupid high off some hash.
D was always aware of My boyfriends and was able to guide Me and give great advice and was man enough to be there for Me as a friend when things went wrong. T and I were great friends and to this day we still are. He has been an instrumental part of My life and helping Me raise My child for the last 13.5 years. To this day he will do ANYTHING for Me, just yesterday we took My son to Easter dinner.
A few years ago I met a great guy named Mark, he is the first guy I met online who wasn’t a flake. He fell in love with Sapphire and was not upset to learn that if you deal with Me you get the real person too not just the fantasy. He was more than happy to get a peek into My real life and not the image I portrayed online. Mark took the time to learn the things that were important to Me and then made it his job to make Me happy. He lived in Jersey, I in Baltimore. He would send me lunch money at least 3 days a week via western union or green dot. UPS or the mail man brought Me gifts on an almost daily basis. I would only have to think about wanting something and it was provided. Trips, clothes, diamonds, sapphires, supporting My business, hell I said I need to move and he gave Me a check for $5,000 in My typical spoiled brat fashion I spent it. I went back I need to move still and I blew the money. He got Me another $1,500 within a week. Mark thought nothing to call in and take money from his investments and give Me.
The only reason Mark and I parted is because I felt like our relationship was TOO draining on him. And I’m not a Domina so breaking him was no fun, While Mark and I never had sex and I’ve never given him a blowjob I would occasionally allow him to eat Me, I helped him explore his sexuality and open up to the fact that there were things that interested him that he had not gotten during his marriage. He fell too in love and started getting jealous of My boyfriend causing Me to break off our union and cancel a 5 city tour he had paid for as a birthday gift including an all expense paid trip to Disney Land. I got to be worried about his mental health and if I had taken more than just his heart and money but maybe his sanity. I told him we could only continue if he saw a therapist. We are still friends today. When he passes through town he still takes Me out and remembers Me on holidays.
Between D, T and Mark there have been other who have attempted to start a sugar daddy relationship with Me but not to suitable standards. See I started young, I KNOW that I don’t have to fall for this crap that these guys try to pull now. The internet has ruined something beautiful. You say you’re seeking a sugar daddy or enter a sugar daddy group or site and see men pretty much offering women cash for sex. Even worse I see women saying shit like “ Need a sugar daddy to pay these bills and I will please you, do favors etc” That depresses Me. Sugar babies are not whores, we are women who allow men to ADD to our lives just like we add to theirs. My bills have always been paid. I’ve always worked. I pay My bills and I let men take care of My luxuries. It’s a sugar daddy job to improve your life , not sleep with you so you can make it from day to day. If you’re sleeping with a man to pay your rent you’re a prostitute. If you have a man who’s been taking care of you and you actually fall for him, develop feelings and sleep with him, that’s different. But you girls are quick to call strangers, some man you’re just meeting a sugar daddy because he can break you off a few dollars make it hard for women like Me.
I might be a lot more settled down these days but I tell you I’ve always been a spitfire. Full of fun, smiles and ready to show My ass LITERALLY. One of My favorite places to show it has always been on Rude. I love Rude, it was the first place I found online to showcase My kink.
I’ve been on Rude since 2007 when I first jumped into the webcam business and the business or eye candy modeling. It was the only place I found accepting of Me at the time. There are a lot of porn sites but when I joined Rude I found out it was more of a community. I can’t even begin to tell you how many hours I’ve spent logged in to that site.
I mean there’s so much to do there, Hot XXX videos and photos, live webcam shows, voyeur houses, the chat forums. Man I could spend all day just perving sometimes. A lot has changed over the years, some of My favorite Rude buddies have come and gone and I don”t spend as much time on the site as I used to BUT all I’ve done is still sitting there waiting for you.
I even have a phone chat line set up through rude, you can call Me and talk dirty or just tell Me what’s on your mind by clicking http://www.tinyurl.com/callsapphire Don’t leave Me waiting.
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