I’ve Been Writing My Butt Off And It Shows

I've written for these magazines
I’ve written for these magazines

Today I can sit back and smile, not only am I thoroughly enjoying My new writing class but they’re enjoying Me too.  I’ve had a great week professionally for My writing.  In the last 7 days I’ve had 2 print magazines released featuring 3 new works of Mine. I have 2 new erotic stories out “Netflix and Chill” and “High For This” plus My interview with Playboy Playmate Shani Hollywood was released today. I just thought I should have a permalink here where you guys had access to My writing resume. Although it isn’t on the list I was just hired this week to write for the new site The Urban Twist. I won’t be submitting My first article until this weekend so I didn’t add it but I’m so excited.

the urban twist
the urban twist
High For This
High For This

My  new erotic story “High For This” is out now in the new issue of Badd Magazine. Get a print or digital copy at http://www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/990764

Netflix and Chill
Netflix and Chill

My new erotic story “Netflix and  Chill” is  now available in  86 Blvd. Get a print or digital copy at http://www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/995426

Shani Hollywood interview
Shani Hollywood interview

My  exclusive  interview with  internationally published Playboy Playmate Shani Hollywood is  now available at http://www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/995426

and just in case you don’t know much about My writing career here’s a run down below of who I’ve written for so far

Get a copy of
Sapphire’s writing on her Pinterest board at https://www.pinterest.com/sexysapphire/sapphire-the-
writer/

Print Magazines

86 Blvd Magazine ( erotic stories/interviews)
Badd Magazine (erotic stories)
Undiscovered Magazine ( erotic story)
Urban Image Magazine ( article)
NFlava Magazine (erotic story)
Banned Magazine (article)
Naughty Down 4Ever (erotic story)
Vixens Magazine ( interview)
Beauty Flow Magazine ( erotic story)

Websites

Naughty Down 4 Ever ( erotic stories/articles)
Badd Magazine ( erotic poetry/erotic stories)
Simplysexy.com (article)
Sapphire Spotlight on Talent ( blogger/articles/interviews)
Foxtail Magazine ( article)

Major Interviews

Nyomi Banxxx ( 86 Blvd Magazine)
Kakey ( Vixens Magazine)
Shani Hollywood (86 Blvd Magazine)

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Out of Sight Out of Mind and For Once That’s Just Fine

internet_famous
internet_famous

I swear I be feeling so torn at times between who I used to be, who I am and who I want to be and My self imposed obligations to those who really could care less what I do. It’s funny because in this world we live in today it’s easy to feel more important than we are. It’s easy to get caught up in your own hype and the never ending stream of LIKES that come in from various social media sites.  I’ve been telling you guys forever that I wanted to start to pull away from social media more but it’s not easy. Social media makes a person like Me feel validated. That picture above COULD BE ME. That’s how I look and feel almost daily. No matter how many men drool over Me online, every day I’m alone staring at My phone half the day waiting for someone to say I matter.  How crazy is that?

likes
likes

 It’s a viscous cycle, you post something and wait to hear your phone ding and when it doesn’t ding enough you check back and forth. How many likes, how many new followers today, how many retweets,  how many reposts. Is this  really the way to seek validation? I mean I remember when I first started in this business the only social networking site that there was that was popular was Myspace, Black Planet was out but not as popular. I still remember when twitter started so it’s hard to believe that in just a few short years these social networking sites took over everyone’s lives.

So over the years I’ve went through many transitions and after My retirement last year from  modeling and  actively recording new masturbation and fetish videos it was kind of like now what. I knew what I didn’t WANT to do and yet I knew what I NEEDED to do. I don’t really want to do a lot of things that I have still been open to but I’m legally disabled as I always say and  while My disability covers the bills and some of My sons needs I still need to work to survive adequately. BUT what happens when you’re so uninterested in the work you stop chasing it and just wait for it to come and it stops coming?

I’ll tell you what you do, you reevaluate your life and decide what you really want and what it’s worth. I know  I need the money  but I’ve chosen to suffer, cut back and go without things I want or need because while it’s very easy to whip out My camera and record new videos it’s not easy to make Myself feel better afterwards. While I don’t mind  doing cam shows once a week for My regular  customers and  long time fans the idea of sitting on cam and building new relationships on a cam site hoping that I make money depresses Me. I worked too long and too hard in this business to not have built a LOYAL base of fans and support.

its not real
                                 its not real

They say that the entertainment business is  harsh especially for female performers because there’s a new crop of girls turning 18 and jumping in the business daily. In the time alone since My retirement I can’t imagine how many girls have replaced Me to My fanbase but it’s obvious they have. I’m no longer a hot name and  though I have all kinds of stuff going on business wise no one seems to care because I’m not doing all the wild new shit I used to. This at one point would have destroyed Me. In 2 days I’m coming off another 30 day ban on facebook and I think this is the first time I didn’t even mention I was on ban, the first time I didn’t direct people to follow Me elsewhere and make sure they keep up.

I remember in the old days  when facebook would put Me on a 30 day ban I was so sure that  what I posted was needed, relevant, that My fans NEEDED and loved Me so much I’d make a new page lol. I had 2 or 3 pages at one point and one by one I shut them down to keep My main one and fan page. I realized I didn’t even want to give that much energy to facebook and the reality was that no matter how much time I seem to spend promoting on social network the conversion rate just never seems to pan out. In essence it all feels like I’m stressing Myself out over things that no longer matter. My facebook page has 686 friends and 24,5111 followers, TWO people have messaged Me or  commented on My page in 28 days to question where I am, though until the day I was put on ban I posted daily.

I post on  twitter and instagram daily but notice that My twitter followers haven’t went up in a year at last. I’ve been at 33,000+ followers for so long now I don’t expect the number to change. My instagram creeps though I’m there daily. It starts to make Me wonder why I’m spending so much time on something that not only doesn’t make Me happy but brings Me little gain. This website is a labor of love. I pay to run it, I spend My time and energy on it, I built it Myself and yet I have one or two regular commenters and again, little conversion rate from the people who love to come here and enjoy all the free videos and pics. I won’t embarrass you or Myself  by telling you how many have actually BOUGHT  a video lately, who have BOUGHT  a photo set. How many of you have shown support.

I have hung around for you but I can see that I can start to finally shift focus more because I’m not abandoning anyone. I’m not being mean to My loyal fans lol I may be mean to some people who love My freebies but there’s plenty online. This summer I paid for the domain name for this site for another year. I think i will keep this site up a while longer, maybe until next summer but I can finally start to see it’s ok to move on the way I see fit because My fans have for the most part.

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Besides I’ve started My new site Sapphire Spotlight On Talent, I  want to focus more on My  writing. I’m planning to start college in January and I want to continue to be known but for something  different, something meaningful. I want to be known for something that is tangible and can’t disappear because someone else came along. I want to  write, I want to help people. I want to leave a legacy behind that matters. So enjoy this site while it lasts but just as My star has faded this too shall before you know it…..

dont be an addict
                dont be an addict

I accidentaly stumbled across “Woody” from the Baltimore based singign group Dru Hill on instagram the other day. He had a quote in his bio that really stood out to Me. He is no longer in the group, though there are still on tour and have added a new member. When I saw his quote I immediately felt connected, like I needed to learn what he had. It was a bible verse “It is better to be an ordinary person working for a living than playing the part of someone great but go hungry” – Proverbs 12:9 GNT I’d rather work hard at something I enjoy than continue to stress trying to hold on to this glory and have to suffer and go without.

 

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Sometimes I Got To Take My Own Advice

 

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I’m the friend that all My friends come to  for advice yet I  NEVER want to take My own. I  always know what I want and of course I know what’s best for Me, but like most. I go against it. When i started My  other  website, Sapphire Spotlight on Talent I  was optimistic about it. I hoped it would flourish but it didn’t I found Myself disappointed because others weren’t embracing My vision as I was.

It took some time but I was able to start  listening to My own advice and realize that it’s not about who else grasps hold of the site and what I’m doing , it’s more important that I focus on what I love. I just finished writing and article for the site on pursuing your passions. I’m including a small excerpt below but for the rest click the link and check out the full article.

follow your passion
follow your passion

Have you ever felt stuck in  the life you’ve created for yourself? Your life may be  going just fine on the surface, you’re employed, you’re managing to pay your bills, you have a wonderful spouse. But you live the same routine every day, day in and day out only daydreaming about the life you wished you lived. At some point in time we all find that we feel stuck. The question is how long will you allow yourself to  go on like that. Will you ever pursue your dreams and be real to your authentic self or will you just go on living a mediocre life?

We all have bills to play , we all have responsibilities and many of us have excuses for why we are not living the life we dream of living. Some of the biggest excuses we  give ourselves for not chasing our dreams are

  • Not enough free time
  • Wont pay enough to survive
  • Not enough outside support
  • Fear
  • It’s never been done before so it’s impossible

Read the rest at http://sapphirespotlightontalent.com/are-you-being-true-to-yourself-follow-your-passions-to-peace-and-prosperity/

just do it
just do it
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It’s Humpday & I Feel Like Being Naughty

I feel naughty
I feel naughty

You ever  have one of those days where you wake up feeling too damn  hot for your own good? That’s how I woke up today, like yes! I’m hot, I feel  good and I wanna fuck…then I looked around and realized I’m single. I  gotta  keep all this sexiness to Myself and then I realized I can share it all with you. Ya y for you.

get on this
                           get on this

It might be that I was up late masturbating last night. Can I confess I had the hardest time finding the right video to  masturbate to. I was  straight trying to find the guy that could suck the best dick. Yea I said it lol. But I kept getting these videos with guys with huge  dicks being played with by amateurs. I wanted to see some serious male on male dick swallowing. I know it’s weird but porn itself was never My thing. I’ve enjoyed watching people have sex live in front of Me for years though. Gay or straight it never mattered, I  enjoy the live show.

wanna taste
                           wanna taste

I ended up thinking about the other day when I got a massage  with a happy ending to get off. I got a friend that comes once a week and  gives Me a great full body  rubdown followed by some head and eating My ass.  And  this week, damn he ate it with gusto. I mean I think he was trying to tell me he loved Me.

U wanna play
U wanna play

 

Don’t forget  you can always get many more of My hot videos at

http://www.clips4sale.com/19665

http://sexysapphire.c4slive.com

http://www.mypornprofile.com/profile/feed

http://www.youkandy.com/sexysapphire

Want a PERSONAL, PRIVATE, CUSTOM VIDEO? email Me sapphirethesexyone@gmail.com

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4 New Videos On Pornhub? Yea You Guys Are Spoiled – Look Inside

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I’ve been spending  so much time on pornhub lately. In fact enough time there I’ve actually started to answer My inbox sporadically. Every now and then the  messages aren’t too dirty to read. I enjoy interacting with My  fans, especially the  ones who have stood by Me through My multiple transitions.

This week in particular I’ve been spending a lot more time online updating the sites I am active on. So far in the past week I’ve uploaded 4 new videos to pornhub. I hope you’re My friend or subscriber on there so you don’t miss out on a thing. For your  naughty viewing pleasure I’ve attached the new ones inside.

pornhub pics

I’m getting pretty popular over there with 3,149 subscribers 2,929 friends  and 2,350,410 video views. I still can’t believe I’m so loved there. There are 4 FREE photo sets for you too.

 

Pornhub is totally free and  to date I have 86 free videos for you to watch, don’t miss out. Spend every day with My hot and sexy ass.

pornhub 86 vids
pornhub 86 vids

Nothing good comes easy except Me
Nothing good comes easy except Me

Nothing good comes easy they say but they’re wrong. I cum very easy when you  please Me right. That’s evidenced over and over in all My videos on pornhub. As a treat before I go here’s another one of those  hot foot fetish videos from Smothering Black Asses.

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I’m Heating Up On Youkandy, Come Play With Me.

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Hey My  loves I hope this blog post finds you all in great spirits. I Myself am in  back pain but  won’t complain….unless it will make you send Me to the spa because then ow ow ow I really need a massage. Lmao I know, I’m so naughty. I hope that everyone is  doing great. It’s humpday and as we get  over this hump and closer to the weekend I’m ready.

I’ve been active online this week trying to build up all the sites I’m on and writing. I just turned in My newest erotic story “High For This” for the Bad Girls and Drugs issue of B.A.D.D. Magazine that will be released later this month. I also  just turned in My  questions for Playboy playmate Shani Hollywood for the next issue of 86 Blvd. Modeling was nice, porn was interesting but  writing is what I love most.

 

My writing blog on pinterest
My writing blog on pinterest

You can check out My pinterest board, Sapphire the Writer to get all of the magazines i write for as well as check out My online articles and stories.

Sneak peek of of High For This
Sneak peek of of High For This

I’ve been busy  updating My page on the  adult social networking  site

 

youkandy video gallery
youkandy video gallery

youkandy.com There are free and paid videos and well as free and paid photo galleries and  you can even request or purchase custom content from Me through the site.

galleries youkandy
galleries youkandy
youkandy custom requests
youkandy custom requests

But don’t just believe Me, It’s FREE to join, and there are so many hot women just like Me there waiting to turn you on. Check out all of our free pics and video, especially Mine lol http://www,youkandy.com/sexysapphire

youkandy 1
youkandy 1
youkandy 6
youkandy 6

Before I go here’s another one of those  fetish videos I found of Myself from working with Smothering Black Asses.

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