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Are Men Trying to Chase Me Off? I Don’t Think I Can Do This Meet New People Thing.

OMG  how  do you people date or  even meet  people in this society? People are weird and men, men  have  gotten way too creepy for Me. I KNOW I  need a new sex partner, but at this rate I’ll be fucking the same small dick forever.

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Don’t get Me  wrong, while it’s small, it’s enjoyable and  the  sexual experience in itself makes up for any lack of size. I just cut off three lovers  with eggplant dicks and  kept the smaller one because I like him .

 I love  fucking  the big  dick  dudes but these  days it’s all they ave going for themselves. I can remember years ago when a  big  dick dude didn’t even need money to impress Me. He just had to have great convo, free time, great sex and  it always was a plus if he cooked and cleaned. I’ve always had My own place and worked so I really just wanted a  dude to add to My life.

These days, just like blondes with big tits and nothing  between their ears, that’s how i look at  most big dick men I meet.  They come to the table with no real conversation, they want to chill int he house, they don’t have time or the inclination, to build any real connection.

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Hell foreplay sucks. How  can you enjoy  sex  that consists of nothing but oral and penetration over and over again? I’m a freak, I enjoy weird things, things that  you can’t do with a guy you picked up yesterday. Things you can only do with someone you have built trust with, someone you  feel safe with. I’m telling you It’s like I’m never going to have the kind of sex I crave.

I met a real loser yesterday. I was so happy to finally meet an age appropriate ( meaning older than me but not an old man) professional  Black man who came off as a gentleman but made it clear he was also a freak. We talked on the phone I enjoyed him, we  conversed and laugh. I was attracted to his southern charm and the fact that he had kids close to My age but carried his age well. ( I tend to like a daddy) But I digress. He seemed the perfect gentleman and we agreed to meet to just talk, because I’m a lady, i don’t care how much of a freak I am that comes first. Once we met, that whole gentleman thing was GONE. He was immediately bothered by the fact that i wore jeans to have a conversation. he actually said he would have preferred I wore a skirt so he could see My twat I reminded him that it was all over My profile and he didn’t need to pretend to be a gentleman and meet Me for that.

He then proceeded to invite Me to dinner and his home the following day, a home more than a hour from Mine as if I’m stupid. When I flat out asked his intentions he made them clear he wanted to have unprotected sex with Me which included Me swallowing. All I could do was laugh at his stupidity. I left when he actually dropped the charade, realizing I was time enough for him and not impressed by his fancy car, big house and all the money he talked about spending on Me. He said ” Do you think I came down here really just to talk.”

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Know why this is horrible? I don’t date, in the last year I’ve been on one. I have one sex partner who does not satisfy Me but I can’t even find a man who ALLOWS Me to like him enough to want to sleep with him and try something new.

DON’T get Me wrong, I’m not necessarily looking for love and commitment ( bc I’m not opposed to married men or sharing. I’m a free spirit) but indeed a connection. If I want to hop in bed with some random guy I can pick him on the street not have them pick Me. I’m a stone cold freak and don’t deny it, however, as a writer, entrepreneur, and public figure I’m also cautious about who I interact with. What happened to people hanging out, talking and getting to know each other. I have fetishes that need attending to. I can get sex ANYWHERE, but how can I get into My fetishes with someone I barely know, or have not built a comfort level with?

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I am very well aware that men are different these days. I raised Myself different than to accept the things that men call acceptable these days. No one courts. No one wants to actually talk to a person. It is so hard to even WANT to interact with men these days.

It’s liable to be another year before I even look at a new man. You can’t even talk to an older one these days they worse than these young ones. What happened to real men?

I’ll tell you what, it is hard when you ONLY date and sleep with  Black men and they  come up so fucking short. I’m going to  start looking at members of other oppressed nations  soon.

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I Need the Dust Knocked Off My Ass. I Need A New Sex Partner Bad.

Hey  My loves, I hope this  blog post find you in great spirits. I Myself, am horny as fuck. My sex life is severely fucked right now and I’m almost at My  breaking point. I got to this weird place in life a while back where I have to actually like the person to enjoy having sex with them. Maybe after actually falling in love I have feelings or something now. What I DO know, is that I have to be mentally stimulated and and physically turned on by a guy to get off these days.

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I  truly miss having good, exciting sex. I mean sweat drenching, hair pulling, back scratching, fuck Me in every position and all over the house type sex. I mean I miss having a guy to share fetishes with. More importantly I miss having a man around who’s not afraid to manhandle Me.  You can’t get that when you just fucking a  guy here and there, there’s no real connection. In order  for Me to be free and  freaky as I want to be, there has to be a real connection.

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As many know, I identify as a switch.  While I  thoroughly enjoy dominating and degrading white men, I want nothing more  than to submit to a strong Black King. It’s My dream, it’s been way to long. I need a man who can control Me, please Me and make Me his personal slut.

I cut off My lovers really. I kept 3 and all of them are unsatisfying. Most days I choose to just masturbate and I barely enjoy that. One has a huge dick and fucks Me good but we have no connection. I don’t talk to him on the phone and when he’s here we smoke, watch tv and fuck. We’ve been doing this for 10 years now. The other, at least we talk when he’s around. There’s some mental stimulation and the sex is good but we have no real connection. I  don’t talk to him, we don;t hang out. We’ve been doing this for 6 years. The third, I really like, we have a great relationship and talk like 5 days a week. We go out on dates and all, I’ve been seeing him on and off for 13 years, steadily the last 7 years. The ONLY problem is his dick is too small. The sexual experience is great, but the sex itself is only so-so.

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I’m used to great sex.  Being able to enjoy My time only with the  guy with the smallest dick SUCKS.

You know what’s worse? They’re all pussies lmao. They all know I give  a serious blow job, they all eat My pussy and  I  never  suck their dicks. The shit is ridiculous. I’d like to suck their dicks, but the connection just isn’t there that makes Me want to suck it. I love sucking dick, I miss it. I just either have to really like the guy or be dominated and well….it’s not happening.

My sex life sucks. I masturbate too much and lately I’m doing it and wondering why at the same damn time. I want to be fucked, I want to be gagged. I want to be with  a man who knows all My kinky fetishes and  caters to them.

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I don’t even meet people these days though, people are such weirdos. I miss the days before I was so popular and was just a freak. I swear My sex life was so serious, I fucked who I wanted when I wanted. Sometimes two and three guys a day.

Damn I miss My hoe days.

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What’s Your Favorite Porn Genre? Want To Know Mine?

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spread

Let’s talk porn this morning. Everyone watches it  right? In fact, today it is easier than ever to  watch  quality porn. Hell you can  watch  for 24 hours straight if you  have the stamina.

I’m  old school so  I remember  when  porn  only came on  VHS. I watched this  great documentary on  Netflix last  year that celebrated the  best pornos ever made and a lot of them went back to when  porn was only  done on  the 8mm camera and  in little slides.  Something that used to be  so taboo has  truly  now become mainstream.

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open wide

These days,  porn stars are not only  admired and celebrated but  their given awards. You could give the  best blowjob of the year and get a  trophy for it,  what a  job.

I used to tell people I  don’t really watch porn, but that’s a lie. We all watch porn.  The problem was I was so embarrassed by what type of porn I watched. I felt I had to keep it to Myself, lest I be judged.

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pornhub

I watch porn not as  often as many and not even as often as I masturbate. Just  every now and again but when I  do watch, I like a certain type of porn. Myself, I prefer  either a  Black  man on white  chick gang bang or   gay porn. I know it sounds bad but there is something  so appealing in the savagery illustrated when a  group of  hulking  strong  Black men with huge cocks destroy a  lily white  bitch with their  massive  tools. It HAS to be savage. I have  put on a few pornos where the white  girl was loving that BBC and  that shit made Me mad. I am not watching a gang bang  video for a girl to lie there like a happy whore. Nor do I want to see her smiling as  each cock is stuffed into her.

I like to watch a  gang bang where the  actress either  misunderstood what she was  signing up, just wasn’t ready or  is a hell of an actress and  appears mortified at what’s happening. The worst thing you can show Me  porn wise is a white chick happily  gargling on a bunch of Black dick. That BLOWS Me lol ( no pun intended.)

As far as  gay porn I’m kinda the same way. I love watching guys who  don’t know they’re being filmed. The ones who think they  doing some Down Low type shit but the  tranny or other gay due  got the camera rolling.

I don’t know why I like  gay porn  but I tell you, before I ever started watching it on tape or online I used to watch in person  regularly. I used to invite My friends over and watch them  freak off live. it’s always been one of My favorite past times to  watch live sex shows. hell I started giving them when I was in My teens Myself. I had this one homegirl named Nay and Me and My  guys would  fuck in her  room often. She kept  a sheet  she called the “secretion sheet” so we wouldn’t get nut all over her bed and floor lol

Check out my  Pornhub  videos here.

Ah, the  good ol days. Do you watch porn? If so whats your favorite type? How do you watch, online or dvd?

 

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There’s Freedom In Riding The Subway Naked. Today I Returned To The Scene Of The Crime.

 

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Chilling

I’m just getting around to  posting here but if you follow Me on  social media  you’ve seen sneak peeks of My latest risque’ photo shoot.  Last month I  took on the most daring shoot I’ve ever taken on. Could I pull off taking photos on the  subway in various stages of dress? Would we really be able to pull of the shot we wanted most, ass naked on the escalator?

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on the train relaxing

We did that shit man, I killed this shoot.

Headed Out
Headed Out

Today I returned to the scene of the crime wearing the same shirt and a smile. I walked through the station , head held high as I thought about My train ride and how I left naked. I wondered if the  station attendant had seen the video surveillance footage that must exist of Me on the train and in the station. I sat patiently waiting for the train savoring the memories and as I left I was wet. Horny, even, just at the thought of what we had pulled off.

See You Later
See You Later
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My Birthday Weekend Was Crazy. The Party, The BDSM, The Casino & More.

Happy Birthday Sapphire
Happy Birthday Sapphire

Despite a rough start I had a great birthday weekend and start to My 35th year. I may not have a lot of friends but I do have a few true ones who always show up when I need them.

I started My birthday depressed, the two days before I spent most of the day crying and reflecting on My loneliness from being single. I had no real plans for My actual birthday which was Thursday, except hitting the casino in the evening. I woke depressed, saw My shrink and came home to work and get fucked up alone. Then I hit the casino with a guy I’ve been texting for two years but never met. He was just as much of a bore in person as he was via text. I played the slot machines while he drank at the bar.

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pretty girl

When I got home My real celebration began, My lover had cleared his schedule so he could come give me some birthday dick and spend the night. He teased that he had started to set up a gang bang for Me because he remembered how bad I had wanted one last year. He ate My pussy and ass in every damn room except the bathroom. Fucked Me bent over the kitchen sink and then took Me to the bed to finish Me off. He’s so aggressive, I love it. He fucks and controls Me just right. I really love how he isn’t afraid to violate My asshole while I beg for mercy. I’d never say no to him though. I ended up sucking the nut out and he gave Me a huge fucking facial. It’s been way too long since I caught a load to the face. I loved it.

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party girl

Friday I spent most of the day working I think( I honestly can’t remember it was such a long weekend. But Friday night My bestie came up from DC to start OUR celebration. We got high, drank vodka and played card and monopoly until 7 a.m. After a quick breakfast run we caught some zz’s. When we got up Saturday we hit the casino again, I had caught the bug and he had never been to Maryland Live. After losing all our money we hit the all you can eat seafood buffet and ate until we both looked pregnant.

Back at the house it was time to smoke and drink a little more before we both took a nap. My party was at Oxygen Saturday night. We hit the club around 11 and I was looking damn good. We had a blast at the party, one of My model friends came down with her fiancee. My boss from The Urban Twist came and a few other friends. The dj was rocking, the club was live. It was a good night and we had VIP going crazy.

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party

Sunday I had a session lined up and dipped off to go punish one of My subs who has been misbehaving. It was his first punishment and though he feels he was a huge disappointment to Me, it could not have went better for Me. I made him strip naked and wait for Me, anticipating My next steps. Made the mf crawl across the floor for Me, sexily. Once there, I enjoyed the pleasure of the fear in his eyes as the tip of My dick hung over his mouth. He fought with Me, refusing to open his lips to let Me in. I was thrilled to force those virgin lips open and watch them encircle the head of My purple cock.

He looked at Me like he wanted to cry and I laughed. I instructed him on how to suck Me properly. The fucker was so traumatized he just couldn’t do it. I beat him with the whip over My shoulder and forced him to keep trying. He couldn’t please Me, I told him My dick was soft and gave him an ultimatum, give Me all the cash on you plus the $200 worth of weed I saw you bring in here and I will let you off for the day. Otherwise get the fuck out of My hotel room and don’t contact Me for 2 weeks. He couldn’t handle the thought of not communicating with Me that long and gave Me what I asked. So not only did I get to fuck his virgin mouth but I also got his money and weed. Fool.

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took his shit

I went back home and whipped on My bestie in monopoly and cards again. We played and watched movies until late. By Monday I was exhausted and could barely walk but it was My dad’s birthday. I grabbed some drinks and headed up to his house to celebrate with him. Great birthday weekend. I can’t wait until next year.

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I Just Love My New Look. Had My First Photo Shoot In Over A Year.

It’s been almost  2 years since I’ve stepped in front of a photographers camera and I was so nervous  last week when I finally did. Friday I  met with one of  My  former “Official” Sexy Sapphire photographers and  we  made magic.

Playfully Pink
Playfully Pink

Once I was  on set it was like “Oh God” How am I going to  do this? After a little vodka and a few hits of My smoke and I was able to  get My mindset right.  I wanted to go for sexy and playful  but not raunchy.  I  love being naked so taking nude pics is something I still want to do as long as it’s tasteful.

Playfully erotic
Playfully erotic

I did  take some  very  hot topless shots but none fully nude. I took a FEW back shots but not as many as I would have before. I don’t need a bunch of  ass pics I have a huuuuuge  collection of pics of My ass already lol.

I See You
I See You

Not only am I excited about My return to the camera but  also  that I’m gearing up for My first trip to the nude beach for the summer. Damn I miss running naked along the beach and  frolicking in the  ocean as the waves  lap at My bare pussy.  This  weekend  I’m hitting the beach and  I won’t  be so sun burned this time lol. I  have a tent so i can relax in the  sun and not be bothered.

I’ve already been  getting  calls and emails to  book me for shoots again. I have seen a few gigs I  might  take. Nothing major right now though. I am NOT going back to filming  videos at all. I  AM still making  custom private videos UNTIL DECEMBER 20, 2016. After that you will ONLY be able to buy My old video online I will NOT make any new custom  videos in  2017.

Elegantly sexy
Elegantly sexy

By the way speaking of things I’m excited about. I’ve been doing some really great things as far of the other aspects of  Sapphire, ie the writer, talent promoter. I’ve delved into the music industry as well now and am working with an A&R from Def Jam Records. Have you clicked LIKE on  all THREE of My Facebook fan pages yet? Don’t miss out on My day to  day activities.

Sapphire Writes ( writer page)

Sapphires Spotlight On Talent ( talent promo page)

Bmores Hidden Jewel ( model page)

Since we’re talking about beaches and water today  let Me  throw another water video in. How about I get naughty in the hot tub for you?

I know sometimes  you get tired of seeing the same free  videos on Pornhub and  wish I’d update more. Don’t fret! There’s always more videos HERE. You can  download them straight to you computer and  enjoy. Want to  watch them  streaming, pay ONE low flat rate and never have to worry about  downloading? Watch My videos HERE then.

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I’m All Smiles As I Approach My 10 Year Anniversary As Sexy Sapphire

It’s been almost two weeks since I gained a part of My life back that had been taken from Me  quite some time ago, My smile. It’s been 3 years since I  chipped My front tooth and that coupled with  other dental problems had My self esteem fucked.  The 4 month process I’ve been going through has had My mind and pockets fucked. But I’m all smiles now.

New Smile
New Smile

I’ve almost finished paying off My dentist and  now only owe him $700. I was really depressed for a while when I was  facing that $6,000 bill and not one of My fans cared enough to help. I got over it, I realized that no matter what I was doing this for Me and the less help I got the better I’d feel anyway. I don’t feel so responsible for being “on” for people because I  owe no one anything.

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smile

I find it  so hard to believe that I am less than 2 weeks from My 10 year anniversary of  starting My career as Sexy Sapphire. I still can’t believe something I initially began as a joke turned out to be so long lasting and profitable. I  guess that joke is on Me.  It’s been a long fun and turmoil filled 10 years, more fun than anything though. I can’t even began to explain how Sapphire changed My life.

10 years ago I was a girl playing around on Myspace. I evolved to a webcam  girl, then  became a model. From  modeling I  went into amateur adult video work and events. My career grew, I became a published writer. I’m a book and magazine cover model. I’ve retired from adult video work, after a hiatus from modeling I’m ready to  return with a whole new style. I now write for multiple platforms and  have  completed My first two books.Ii even run a talent promotion company.  To think this all started as a joke, I created Sapphire to prove to people I had NO marketable value.  Guess I was wrong.

I'm back
I’m back

I no longer seek validation and  am 100% happy with who I am. That makes life so much easier for Me as  I chase My dreams. For  so long I was running around trying to live out the dreams others had for Me.  I can’t wait to return to modeling  with My new look, I’m not putting wigs back on, I love my locs. I want to do more natural  stuff, some artistic nudes, more editorial style photos.

I also realized that though I  can’t go back to explicit adult work I miss a certain part of it. I miss  doing the foot fetish work, I myself have a huge foot fetish and miss the attention My feet used to get. I  can see myself returning to that  work soon.

I’ve  proven My longevity and  versatility. It’s been 10 years, I feel comfortable doing whatever I feel like right now. And I can, I’ve learned that no one can stop Me.

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peek a boo pussy

I hope you all are having an amazing day and before I go  I want you to check out this free video below.

Don’t forget if you want more  videos there are always  plenty to download at www.clips4sale.com/19665 or to watch at www.sexysapphire.c4slive.com and www.rude.com/sapphirethesexy1

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Wake Up And Get A Shot Of Sexy Sapphire To Start Your Day

Outdoors showing off
Outdoors showing off

Good morning  My  loves. I   woke up so early today and   got this burst of energy that has had Me all over the net showing  off butt early in the morning. Of course I had  to come drop some morning sexiness right here for  My loyal loves.

I see you looking
I see you looking

I just finished adding a new update to My  other website. You should stop past and check it out www.sapphirespotlightontalent.com

Have you ever took time to  just stare at my crotch lol? I made a video just for you to stare at My  phat ass pussy in  tiny little panties while I push it into the camera and  shake My  juicy thighs. Check it out below

I’ve been writing My ass off lately and you can see a lot of My work  on the front page of www.theurbantwist.com. I was also just  accepted into the January issue of Banned Magazine. I  am  doing my  damndest  to get My writing out there. Want another video?

I hope you like that little treat up above. I just love to tease and show off and there are very  few things that compare to the  beauty of a chocolate woman  covered in oil. Too bad you weren’t here to  rub it on Me.

You know you want it
You know you want it

I still remember taking the pics   I used today. There  were men  steadily driving by this alley while I shot. I get such a  thrill off of being exposed in  public. I think I’m always kind of hoping to cause a crash. No luck yet though there have been some really close  calls.

See something you like?
See something you like?

How about ONE  MORE  video? Think you can handle it?

Come back soon
Come back soon

I’m off to get My  day started but if you want more  videos you can always  get more by clicking below

Come back soon

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I’m Feeling Myself and After This You Will Want to Feel Me Too

Sexy Sapphire - Gorgeous Beauty
Sexy Sapphire – Gorgeous Beauty

Hey My loves  I  hope you all had a great  holiday weekend. My weekend was so relaxing. I  rested and watched documentaries on Friday and Saturday I went out with My son and best friend. We had  lunch and then went bowling. Sunday I cooked and  laid up in the house again. I’m so naughty.  Today I’ve been up working  hard though.

Sapphire sitting pretty
Sapphire sitting pretty

I’m feeling  EXTRA  proud of Myself these  days. I may not be  on THIS site every day but it’s because I’m so busy these days. My  writing is finally starting to take off and I have a reason to write every single day now.

Waiting on you
Waiting on you

I love My transition to writer.

I am interviewing talent of all types for London Le’Blanc Live

I am interviewing talent of all types and writing articles for Sapphires Spotlight On Talent www.sapphirespotlightontalent.com

I am interviewing webcam girls and eye candy & adult models for www.Sapphirethesexyone.com

I am writing daily news articles for The Urban Twist www.theurbantwist.com

I am writing bi monthly stories, articles and interviews for 86blvdmagazine www.86blvd.com

I write monthly erotic stories for BADD Magazine www.baddmag.com

Today I just found out My newest article will be featured in the upcoming issue of Banned Magazine. I’m so excited to have a chance to write for them again .

Peek a boo
Peek a boo

How about some hot  XXX videos?

 

 

Don’t forget today is the last day of My  weekend  sale from Small Business Saturday to Cyber Monday.  Get all the details at http://sapphirethesexyone.com/2015/11/small-business-saturdaycyber-monday-3-day-sale/

Sapphire Loves You
Sapphire Loves You
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Small Business Saturday/Cyber Monday 3 Day Sale.

Sapphires sexiness
Sapphires sexiness

Hey My loves I hope you all had a  great Thanksgiving  holiday  dinner and  fun  hopping on  Black Friday if  you dared to go out in that mess. But I  also hope  you  saved some of that  dough  for ya  girl. It’s Small Business Saturday and Cyber Monday is right around the  corner.

I’m having a massive video sale in the clips store with some videos dropped to the lowest prices possible. You won’t wont to  miss out on this chance to stock up on some of your favorite  types of videos. Anal, masturbation, sex, fetish ALL ON SALE !!

http://www.clips4sale.com/19665

Sapphire shows off
Sapphire shows off

WANT A CUSTOM VIDEO??? This is the week to order them.  I’m doing 10 minute SOLO custom videos for just $35. All orders before midnight Monday edible for this price. I specialize in *Queefing * Masturbation * Bathroom videos * Foot Fetish Videos * Spitting* Balloons*Smoking* In custom videos I will say your name and wear your favorite colors and perform what you request. For an additional fee you can even send in your on dialogue. I shoot  My custom  videos with a  camera and tripod so if there’s something you want that requires an actual camera man additional fees will be  applied. Email Me Sapphirethesexyone@gmail.com

You want this?
You want this?

I have  a few posters left too. Get your autographed copy during the 3 day sale for only $15.00.  Email Me Sapphirethesexyone@gmail.com

sapphire poster
sapphire poster

There are others ways  to  show  your  support you can purchase  videos and photos  on the following sites

Rude

Customs4u

manyvids

My Membership Site

My Image Store

Mypornprofile

All This Sexiness
All This Sexiness

You can  also  visit My cafe press store http://www.cafepress.com/sapphirethesexyone for Merchandise like the items below

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bubblesposter_drinking_glass
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bubblesposter_tshirt
sapphire coffee mug
sapphire coffee mug

As always  you can leave a donation by clicking one of the donation buttons in the right hand sidebar . Every little bit helps and if you choose to donate send Me an email afterwards and I’ll end a thank you  gift. Happy shopping!

 

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