Hey My loves I’m here I see your comments on the site and I love you guys just as much as you love Me I promise. It’s just been hard to keep up with you guys because I feel pulled in an opposite direction. I have a foot in the present and a foot in the past and I feel held back in a way. When I retired from actively filming new videos for sale and doing new photo shoots I expected to jump right into My writing steadily and promoting and building My new website and I haven’t. In fact, I spend the same amount of time promoting this site and all the clips sites, trying to drive traffic and donations because honestly I needed the money I made from the photo shoots and new videos regularly coming out. Now I spend so much time trying to make sales of the stuff online and custom videos and webcam shows and I’m not enjoying Myself.
I love making custom videos and I enjoy webcamming but I hate spending so much time trying to drive attention to the sites to make money. I wish the support was more than it is, it used to be. I find Myself spending too much on new equipment and things to impress people who support My free stuff mainly. I want to do what I think will make Me happy and sometimes the idea of blogging here depresses Me enough to not even come to the site. I’ve been thinking, trying to figure out the best way to save this site and give Me My sanity back too. I think what I need is a new format.
I’ve decided to come back to blogging here more regularly but instead of blogging about Myself as much I will be bringing you news about the adult entertainment industry, some hot videos from the net, and interviews with adult entertainers mixed in with My Sapphire stuff. My mind has become more journalistic and while I’m happy to shine bright I really don’t NEED to be the star as much any more. I struggled with this for a while and couldn’t find a way to express what I was feeling until Necole Bitchie recently announce she was leaving her popular website to follow her passion. She realized that she was fighting to stay relevant, yet wasn’t happy and living to her purpose in life. I finally felt someone understood how I felt and if she, with all her fans and success can chase her dream then I can too.
Over the past two weeks My daily motion and vimeo accounts were suspended. apparently even though I SHOWED nothing against the rules, My act of describing what I could and would do in a custom video was too graphic and is against the terms of service. I have to start whole new pages sometime soon so many of the videos uploaded on the site will no longer work.. ( Don’t worry the porn is all there) I’ve been frustratingly overwhelmed. So much work goes into maintaining this free site ad the money just doesn’t come from it that used to. I’m gonna add an affiliate page too. I made some changes to the look of the site but that’s noticeable and I’ve added new links to the left hand side bar as well as a way to directly deposit money in My bank account on the right hand sidebar. Click >> https://cash.me/$sexysapphire/
There’s so much more I want to go over, share and stuff but don’t want to have it all mixed into this blog post, Before I go I will tell you, I would love some of your support on My new website Sapphire Spotlight On Talent, it would mean the world to Me if you guys showed up and submitted yourself or shared it with a friend. I’m proud to tell you we hit 2 million video views on Pornhub and breezed right past it, I currently have more than 2,030,000 video views. Thanks you guys I wish you’d show My pay videos just a fraction of that attention.