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I’ve Been So Torn My Loves

seductively Sapphire
seductively Sapphire

Hey My loves  I’m here I see your  comments on the site and I  love you  guys just as much as you love Me I promise. It’s just been hard to keep up with you guys because I  feel  pulled in an opposite direction. I have a foot in the  present and a foot in the past and I feel held back in a way.  When I retired from actively filming new videos for sale and doing new photo shoots I  expected to jump right into My writing steadily and promoting and building My new website and I haven’t. In fact, I spend the same amount of  time promoting this site and all the clips sites, trying to drive traffic and donations because honestly I needed the money I made from the photo shoots and  new videos regularly coming out. Now I  spend so much time trying to make sales of the stuff online and  custom videos and webcam shows and I’m not enjoying Myself.

Sapphire, Your pretty girl
Sapphire, Your pretty girl

I love making custom videos and I enjoy webcamming but I  hate spending so much time trying to drive attention to the sites to make money. I wish the support was more than it is, it used to be. I find Myself spending too much on new equipment and  things to impress people who support My free stuff mainly.  I want to do what I think will make Me happy and sometimes the idea of  blogging here depresses Me enough to not  even come to the  site. I’ve been  thinking, trying  to figure out the best way to save this site and  give Me My sanity  back too. I think  what I need is a new format.

pink  and black beauty
pink and black beauty

I’ve decided to come back to  blogging here more regularly but  instead of blogging about Myself as much I will be bringing you news about the adult entertainment industry, some  hot videos from the net, and interviews with adult entertainers mixed in with My Sapphire stuff. My mind has become more journalistic and while I’m happy to  shine bright I really don’t NEED to be the star as much any more. I struggled with this for a while and  couldn’t find a way to express what I was feeling until Necole Bitchie recently  announce she was leaving her  popular website to follow her passion. She realized that  she was fighting to stay relevant, yet wasn’t happy and living to her purpose in life. I finally  felt someone understood how I felt and  if she, with all her fans and success can chase her dream then I can too.

after yoga - pics like this on instagram
after yoga – pics like this on instagram

Over the past two weeks My  daily motion and  vimeo accounts were suspended. apparently even though I SHOWED nothing against the rules, My act of describing what I could and would do in a custom video was too graphic and is against the terms of service.  I have to start whole new  pages sometime soon so many of the videos uploaded on the site will no longer work.. ( Don’t worry the porn is all there) I’ve been frustratingly  overwhelmed. So much work  goes into maintaining this free site ad the money just doesn’t come from it that used to. I’m gonna  add an affiliate page too. I  made some changes to the look of the site but that’s noticeable and I’ve  added new links to the left hand side bar as well as a  way to directly deposit money in My bank account on the right hand sidebar. Click >> https://cash.me/$sexysapphire/

square cash puts money directly in My  bank account
square cash puts money directly in My bank account

There’s so much more I want to  go over, share and stuff but don’t want to have it all mixed into this blog post,  Before I go I will tell you, I  would love some of your support on My new website Sapphire Spotlight On Talent, it would mean the world to Me  if  you guys showed up and  submitted yourself or shared it with a friend.  I’m proud to  tell you we hit 2 million  video views on Pornhub and  breezed right  past it, I currently have more than 2,030,000 video views. Thanks you guys I wish you’d show My pay videos just a fraction of that attention.

Anyway. sweet Sapphire kisses My loves and  REMEMBER I’m not here daily  but I AM on facebook, twitter, instagrm and  tumblr EVERY day. Follow Me  and keep up just click the link.

a goodbye backshot
a goodbye backshot

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  1. Good to see some new post from you. Was glad to get to message you on Facebook this evening. Started getting hit by the storm about an hour after the last message. Surprised the Direct TV has not got knocked out but am glad it hasn’t. Take care!

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