It’s been almost two weeks since I gained a part of My life back that had been taken from Me quite some time ago, My smile. It’s been 3 years since I chipped My front tooth and that coupled with other dental problems had My self esteem fucked. The 4 month process I’ve been going through has had My mind and pockets fucked. But I’m all smiles now.
I’ve almost finished paying off My dentist and now only owe him $700. I was really depressed for a while when I was facing that $6,000 bill and not one of My fans cared enough to help. I got over it, I realized that no matter what I was doing this for Me and the less help I got the better I’d feel anyway. I don’t feel so responsible for being “on” for people because I owe no one anything.
I find it so hard to believe that I am less than 2 weeks from My 10 year anniversary of starting My career as Sexy Sapphire. I still can’t believe something I initially began as a joke turned out to be so long lasting and profitable. I guess that joke is on Me. It’s been a long fun and turmoil filled 10 years, more fun than anything though. I can’t even began to explain how Sapphire changed My life.
10 years ago I was a girl playing around on Myspace. I evolved to a webcam girl, then became a model. From modeling I went into amateur adult video work and events. My career grew, I became a published writer. I’m a book and magazine cover model. I’ve retired from adult video work, after a hiatus from modeling I’m ready to return with a whole new style. I now write for multiple platforms and have completed My first two books.Ii even run a talent promotion company. To think this all started as a joke, I created Sapphire to prove to people I had NO marketable value. Guess I was wrong.
I no longer seek validation and am 100% happy with who I am. That makes life so much easier for Me as I chase My dreams. For so long I was running around trying to live out the dreams others had for Me. I can’t wait to return to modeling with My new look, I’m not putting wigs back on, I love my locs. I want to do more natural stuff, some artistic nudes, more editorial style photos.
I also realized that though I can’t go back to explicit adult work I miss a certain part of it. I miss doing the foot fetish work, I myself have a huge foot fetish and miss the attention My feet used to get. I can see myself returning to that work soon.
I’ve proven My longevity and versatility. It’s been 10 years, I feel comfortable doing whatever I feel like right now. And I can, I’ve learned that no one can stop Me.
I hope you all are having an amazing day and before I go I want you to check out this free video below.