Wow this is one of the last blog posts of 2014, hard to believe this year is over. It blew by so fast that looking back trying to recap it in My head I see mainly a blur.
I’ve got My dress ready, the rental car has been reserved and My sweetie Brian got us tickets to the hottest party in the D.C. area. I’ve been to the National Harbor once before to celebrate New Years Eve and it was one of the best celebrations I’ve ever been a part of. I’m excited to go back. In fact I was just at the same building, the Gaylord National Resort, for Christmas for the ICE show, which was amazing. If you’re in the area feel free to check out the website and get your tickets too www.bignightdc.com
I’m going to tell you I bust My ass this holiday season. I wanted Christmas to be perfect for My son because for Me it was a special year. I share so much but there is so much that I still keep to Myself. In the last few years I’ve went through some real adversity that I didn’t discuss publicly. This is the first year I brought My son home for Christmas in years. Usually I go to My parents home and spend the night with him there. I just couldn’t handle them this year and went out of My way to make sure My son could enjoy time home with Me. In fact it was SO important to Me because this is the first time I’ve had a home I felt comfortable bringing him home to.
I’ve been under the weather since the day after Christmas so Ive spent the last two days pretty much laid up on My back resting. I’ve been on the computer all day today though dropping prices on the videos in My online store at www.clips4sale.com/19665. I’m having an end of the year clearance sale that is off the hook with low prices. I hope you don’t miss out. All videos marked “end of the year clearance price” will be removed from the store on January 2, 2015 BUT they will still be available in the membership area at www.sexysapphire.c4slive.com Before I could even announce the sale here one of My so supportive fans already dropped $150 today just hearing about the sale on facebook. Don’t miss out on the chance to download some of My hottest videos before they’re no longer available for download.
I’m headed back off to lie down. I’m beat and in pain time for tea and a smoke. Sweet dreams.
There’s just one week left until Christmas and I must admit I’m a little shocked at the gifts I’ve received so far this year…or lack there of I should say. I’m so used to My p.o. box being overflowed with gifts from you guys and the mailman knocking on My door every day with packages that I almost forgot it was Christmas… Lmao you guys know I’m spoiled so don’t look shocked I actually said it.
Don’t worry though you have time to send Me a gift. I’m accepting them up until the end of the year. In fact, I’m offering a special holiday promotion for fans A gift of UP TO $50 will get you a hand signed Christmas card from Sexy Sapphire. Gifts over $100 will get christmas card AND 8×11 autographed photo. All gifts over $200 will get a hand signed christmas card, a 11×14 autographed poster and a special thank u video. spend or donate over $300 for My Christmas gift get the Christmas card, poster & a free 10 minute cam show. Tell Me where to mail your card EMAIL ME at email@example.com
I’m such a naughty girl. I hope you like My naughty Mrs. Claus videos. The one above and below are just previews of them. I have even longer versions in the store and membership area as well.
I will be dropping the prices in the video store on Monday December 21 and prices will be down until January second. Its an end of the year clearance sale and some of the videos will be permanently removed from store and available only in My membership area
Hey My loves Happy Turkey day to you all. I hope that you’re spending the day surrounded by those you are thankful for and good eats. Myself I’ve decided to do something different this year. For once, I’ve taken charge of My holiday. With My father and son’s blessing I was able to skip holiday dinner with My step family. You don’t know what it means to Me to be unburdened by the shackle of “holiday tradition” finally where I force Myself to spend time around people you normally would have to pay Me to be around.
So instead, today I’m on some chill shit. I’m laid back eating baked salmon and watching old movies. I’m also working on these websites. I’m still working behind the scenes to upgrade this site and I’m in the process of building a new one too, www.sapphirespotlightontalent.com for talent promotion.
So I wonder who is going out Black Friday shopping tonight and tomorrow…. I Myself won’t be out doing the mad dash and I know you guys already know who you’re shopping for but I want to make sure you don’t forget Me lol I’ve started putting together My Christmas List on My Pinterest board, you can check it out by clicking HERE. Don’t be afraid to think of Me while you’re enjoying your shopping. Follow Sapphire’s board Sexy Sapphire’s Christmas List 2015 on Pinterest.
Break the internet they say? I say break your dead fathers heart, break poor North West heart before she grows up. HOLD UP don’t think Im judging her nudity AT ALL. That is NOT My beef, especially in light of the fact that I’m naked all over the internet.
I’m old enough to remember when Kim Kardashian was a nobody, Paris Hilton ruled Hollywood and Kim was her stylist. Paris even famously told Kim on t.v. “Don’t speak when I’m speaking” Though Kim was already wealthy through her family she was striving to eke out a living on her own and find her own place in the world. She seemed to have purpose and drive.And then the sex tape happened….
Suddenly, overnight everyone knew her name. Everyone wondered who is this girl in the video with Ray J. And soon after a “star” as born. For years Kim K has been extremely famous for no reason except her looks, how much money she spends and who she has slept with. ALTHOUGH she has become insanely rich and has successfully launched a few businesses, has become a wife and a mother she is still just an attention whore looking to hold on to the “glory” she got from screwing Ray J publicly. I think she actually sees herself as a sex symbol and not a Hollywood whore.
Yesterday the cover for Paper Magazine hit the internet and the internet went wild. This morning, without buying a copy I was able to pull the leaked photos from inside the magazine offline. So here they are for you. This is what a millionaire, mother and wife looks like butt ass naked for no good reason. Here I am, ass naked all over the internet and working hard to get to a point where I NEVER have to take My clothes off again and someone ho has it ALL can’t help doing it for attention. How sad.
I walk a very fine line of My sexuality versus My job. Before I became Sexy Sapphire I had the best sex life ever I think. I did who I wanted, when I wanted and where I wanted at all times. While I know it wasn’t lady like and at times, even risky I was damn happy. At no point did I have a sexual urge I didn’t get fulfilled. Whether I just wanted head, or wanted to give some, whether I just wanted to 69 a big booty bitch or get dumb high and get My back blown out, it happened. But that’s not the case now.
My sex life started to decline the more popular I got. I had to start watching who I slept with. I was no longer just having fun, suddenly I became a target. A notch on some guy belt to brag about and I wasn’t having that. It was o.k. for Me to be a freak before but as Sapphire, a commodity I couldn’t have guys running around claiming I was easy to bed. I closed My legs.
For the first time I tried being faithful to My man except getting head which was allowed. That worked for a long time. One day I looked up though and I was single. Now I had no one to sleep with and a bunch of guys to get head from. I let them sustain Me while I dick hunted, that was 2010. I’ve been single since and in all actuality Ive been sleeping with pretty much the same guys since. I cut two off this year and currently My lovers are all men I was sleeping with either before I became so popular or before I became Sapphire. They are pretty much the only ones I trust want Me for Me, not My image or name.
I’m human so I’m ever changing, My feelings and emotions often catch even Me by surprise. Being so sexual I never thought I’d have trouble with sex in My early 30’s but I am. After 17 yeas in the sex business and sleeping with men for every reason other than love I find Myself craving love from the person I sleep with. I know My lovers all wonder whats wrong because I’ve lost interest in sleeping with them and haven’t been sleeping with them. I haven’t even called and asked for head.
I’ve talked to My therapist about it and the best I can come up with is the guy I met on My birthday ruined My sex life. I went out alone for My birthday and on the way home I met a guy. I normally don’t let guys pick Me up on the street but I was lonely and it was My birthday, he caught Me off guard. He was handsome, the epitome of what I look for physically. Taller than I, dark skin, dreads, and a beautiful smile. we exchanged numbers and began talking and spending time together regularly. He told Me up front he didn’t want to sleep with Me and that gave Me comfort.
For the next 2 months we spent virtually every day together. I discovered that even if we only had 15-20 minutes to sit and talk I was as happy as if we had sat for hours. I cant remember the last time I experienced that. For once, a man I wasn’t sleeping with made Me smile all day, just the thought of him. A text had Me smiling all day. We made a habit of ending our day together, a smoke and cuddle and I slept better than I had in forever though we never spent a night together. I got a taste of what it felt like to feel special and beautiful and wanted on a daily basis, by someone who met Me on the street, saw My flaws, My chipped teeth and all. I never bothered wearing a wig around him, never had to dress all sexy. He mad Me feel real and that changed My other relationships.
I found Myself pushing away from My lovers though I wasn’t sleeping with the guy I was spending all My time with. They would call and I wouldn’t answer or they would call and I’d tell them I needed some space. I tried having sex with the new guy eventually and I wasn’t thrilled. Spending time with him was better to Me than the actual act of sex so I told him I wasn’t ready to make our relationship sexual.
Since then I’ve had many conversations with My therapist including asking her why she thinks I’m so reluctant to start a sexual relationship with another guy who I’ve been seeing regularly for a year but haven’t slept with. He is so much of what I seek in a man, strong, determined, intelligent, willing to read and learn more, he is sensitive and mushy, cooks, cleans and takes care of Me well. Yet even though I’m attracted to him I have never slept with him. I’m lost.
My therapist thinks its notable that after so much time of relationships that have centered around sex that I am cultivating not one, but two that I am happy in but are not sex based. I think it’s a pain in the ass. See I realized, and spoke to therapist about the fact that this new guy changed how I felt about things. Somehow, meeting him and being so content in what we shared made Me realize what I was really missing. It isn’t sex. I’ve been inundated with sex and for once I slowed down and enjoyed something that wasn’t about sex. I realized that I want more than sex. I miss being loved, I miss being in love, I miss having someone that makes Me smile at just the thought of them. I want to be happy and not just when I’m penetrated.
It really made Me think, honestly out of the guys I’m sleeping with there are only one or two I could sit on phone and hold long convo with. There is only one who if I were really in a bind I know I could call and he would have My back. There’s not one that I can call spur of the moment and say come hold Me and know they’d come. Not one of the men who I had been sleeping with regularly asked Me out even once a month and said hey, lets go out. I’ve been spoiled by men I’d never sleep with and neglected by those I was faithfully giving My body to. In fact My birthday, Valentines Day, Christmas I’d like to be able to tell u the men I slept with got Me gifts. But I don’t lie. This is no longer acceptable to Me.
Now I’m at a point where My bed has become the Sahara. I’m holding out, I have had My legs closed. Somehow I’ve gotten to a point where My mind and body want to be caressed by the same person. I need more from the man I am giving My body to. I need to have something real, not a man I call just to come get My ass wet and go but someone who is around all the time, someone who likes Melony, not Sapphire and who stimulates Me in and out of bed. I know what thing, I need to find him soon because I miss My sex life and I don’t care how many toys I got, it’s not working.
Just like you have to look at My old vids and pics to enjoy what My wild days used to be like I do too. Thank God I have them on video and such hot pics like this because the way I live like a prude now no one would believe My sex life has been so amazing. I’m just waiting to meet the person who brings it all back out.
If you want to see some videos of Me in My wild days I suggest checking out My video store. You will have to go back a few pages but there are plenty of vids of Me sucking, fucking, doing girl on girl and more. Check it out at www.clips4sale.com/19665 or go into the members area at www.sexysapphire.c4slive.com
It was Friday and as usual I was bored as hell so I called up my
homeboy Thomas to see what He was doing for the night. He said he
was going to a movie and asked if I wanted to join him. I smiled and
agreed because I know that his idea of going to a movie was a little
different from the normal persons idea of a movie. I perked up as I
started to dress, I had a feeling this was going to be an interesting
When he came to pick me up he told me we were going for a
long ride. I sparked a blunt, popped in the latest mixtape cd I had bought and settled in for the ride. We chatted a lil while smoked and rode, he gave no indication of where we were going and I didn’t ask. We drove outta Baltimore to a town further up in Maryland and into the parking lot I thought its looked like a video store, there were a few guys hanging around in the parking lot.
We went inside and as it appeared I was at least half right. It
was a video store but it had other areas. We walked around a bit him
leading the way. I felt the eyes of every man in there on me, I
wondered why, I would find out later. We walked off to the side through a door opening, into a dimly lit room. There were casino styled games and video booths where u can sit and watch a show, there were also two way booths, which I had never seen before. Thomas said that these were exhibitionist booths, where the person sits on one side and someone else sits on the other and can watch.
Thomas motioned his finger towards another room as we
walked back into the main video store area. I hadn’t even noticed the
door until he pointed it out. We walked towards the door the had
pointed at, stopping at the counter to pay. The lady at the counter,
whose tag said Doris, of all things, told him I was free tonight and it
was ten dollars for him. I asked him why he said he didn’t know and
opened the door for me. Automatically I was in shocked it was like he opened the door to another world.
I walked into small lounge area, which was followed by a wide
corridor, I was standing in front of the bathrooms on the right side
of me and to the left there were two private rooms. “You can rent
those rooms for private time if you want”, Thomas told me. We
walked into another lounge area, there were a few guys sitting
watching some t.v. show. Past that there was a large hall area with
four movie theaters. There were men hanging in the hall and
doorways. I checked out the movie theaters, two of them showed
gay porn all guy on guy action and two showed boy/girl and girl
on girl scenes.There were men in each room.
There were a few men all hanging in one door way so I
headed over to see what was so good about that room. When the
guys saw me they parted the doorway to let me in. I walked in and the first thing I noticed was the big screen tv showing gay porn. There was a small group of guys huddled near a dark corner. In the corner was a couple engaged in oral sex. Both participants were male. One was sitting on the couch the other on his hands and knees on the floor between his legs, his head bobbing up and down with no shame. Either oblivious to the fact theat there were people watching or reveling in the fact of, the couple seemed to be thoroughly
The receiver looked as if he was in pure pleasure as his lover
slurped and sucked on his throbbing dick. His right hand tweaked
his left nipple, his eyes were rolled back. There were at least 20 eyes
glued to them, including my own. Th giver was thrusting the dick in
his mouth, going up and down like a pro. He sucked greedily,
slurping away happily as he stroked the shaft vigorously. Some of
the men watching were stroking themselves and I could feel my
I love guy on guy action, it is my biggest fetish and a major
turn on. The giver now deep throating, the receiver bucking his
mouth, fucking his face. Me turned on as hell and wanting to fuck.
I couldn’t remember the last time I had been so horny. I watched the
two guys in action. The receivers face was scrunched, he was bucking fast he was about to cum. He let out a loud growl and th giver kept going, sucking him through the whole orgasm. He swallowed every drop and got up and walked out the room. I was horny as hell hoping to see some more live action. Thomas was just smiling at me.
Bust it open baby
After the show was over I moved into another room and plopped
down into a large easy chair. Not even thinking it could of just held sex participants I got comfortable and started watching the action on the screen. I sneakily tried to watch the guy sitting off to my left as he stroked himself while we watched the guy on the screen take it up the ass. I wasn’t sneaky enough because he saw me looking and asked if I wanted to come closer to watch. I went over and sat next to him. When I moved to sit next to him on the couch, another guy moved and sat in a chair on the left side of me.
The guy who invited me over asked me if i wanted to touch his
dick. I said no I just wanted to watch. He put his dick away and said I couldn’t look at it if I wouldn’t touch it. I turned to the guy on my left and asked him if he would play with it for me. He said yes and motioned towards the empty couch across the room, “Lets sit in the dark”, he told me and we got up to move. “No fair” hollered out the first guy who had refused me his dick. He pulled his dick back out, flaccid; I laughed at him, told him to put it away and moved with my new friend.
Sitting in the dark corner with my new friend I watched as he
let himself free and started stroking. I was excited by the double
show, him and the action on the screen. I was enjoying listening to
my new friend moan. A guy came and sat to the left of me occupying
the rest of the couch. I asked him if he would touch himself too, he
happily obliged releasing himself from his jeans, already stiff.
After a few minutes of watching them two touch themselves I was
so horny. I reached inside my shirt and my nipples were so hard
I just had to touch them. So there we sat, like three peas in a pod all
touching ourselves and watching the other and screen. The longer
we did this, the more intently I squeezed my nipples and played
with my breast. The guy on my right asked if he could see them.
I pulled them out and let each touch one.
Eventually our touching led to me having a man sucking
each tit simultaneously. Someone must have alerted the other
patrons of the spectacle we were causing because at one point
I looked up and the room was full of men. They were occupying
the doorway and hugging walls, the bolder ones standing close
to us. There were dicks out everywhere, apparently I was the
only female in the place, even after being there almost an hour.
There was a guy standing a distance away but in front of me
stroking himself in my eye range. “come here.” I beckoned him
Standing in front of me he slowly stroked his milky white
shaft, “May I,” I reached for his swollen member and stroked it.
Then I leaned back in my seat and continued playing with my
nipples as I watched the men masturbate for my pleasure. Damn
this shit was too hot. I wanted to play with my pussy but I was
too nervous in this environment. Laying back on the couch,
touching my breast and watching the lust fest around me. I
noticed that Thomas was watching and keeping an eye on me,
and that he too had his dick out and was stroking himself as he
watched me in enjoyment.
The guy on my right side was steady stroking himself.
The guy on the left of me rotated a few times. They would
sit next to me, masturbate bust their nuts and rotate. The one
in front of me alternated too. It seemed that there were an
endless stream of men to masturbate just for me. I was loving
it. Both titties out, I was laid back on the couch being fondled
by complete strangers and reveling in every second of it. I would
lick the palm of my hands and stroke a dick every few moments.
Back and forth between men, I rubbed their dicks with my
slippery wet hands while they alternated at groping my body and
teasing my nipples.
I watched man after man stroke himself to orgasm while
either looking at or touching me. “Come for me,” I pleaded
of them. There was a guy standing off in the background a little
but his eyes were glued to me. He had his hand on his pants
but had not freed himself yet. “Come closer,” I told him. “Play
with it please. I’ll let u taste my titty, want some,” I lifted my
breast and motioned towards his mouth. He dropped to his
knees and sucked at my teat greedily as if nursing. “Let me
see you cum,” I told him.
There were men all around me, there was nut on all types
of surfaces, on the couch, the floor, armchairs and all. There
were at least ten men standing around me at any given moment.
My breast were fully exposed, there were hands and tongues
fondling them. I was in heaven. After like a hour of our
mutual fondling there was nut everywhere. I put my titties away,
stroked a few more dicks a few more times and reached into
my back pocket and produced a stack of business cards. I told
them my name was Sexy Sapphire and handed cards around to my
new friends. I thanked them all for a fun night and told Thomas I
was ready to go. Back in the car I sparked another blunt and laid
back in my seat “Good movie,” I told him and laughed inhaling.
When I got home I played with my pussy for over an hour.
I was so horny i masturbated over a hour. Thrusting my favorite
blue dildo inside my already wet pussy. I came so hard creaming all
over it thinking about my sexy little escapade earlier. I cant wait to
go to the movies with Thomas again.
An original story by Sexy Sapphire for www.sapphirethesexyone.com. I can write for your website or magazine too. Contact Me @ firstname.lastname@example.org
Getting kinky is something that comes VERY easy to Me so you know I’m looking forward to My upcoming interview on Kinky Convo After Dark Radio this Wednesday night. That’s right, it’s time for another hot and sexy , Sexy Sapphire interview.
I hope you don’t miss out!!! The show airs on Wednesday nights from 11p.m. to Midnight every week and this Wednesday October 23, 2014 I will be on the show. Tune in and show your support.
It’s been so long since I left you guys, The blog has been down since the end of June and i know you’ve missed Me. I’ve missed you too but I’d be a liar if I said that I didn’t enjoy the break. In My absence from daily blogging I have been taking time to reflect more on Myself, what I want to focus on now that I’m about to stop modeling and My writing.
In the past few months I’ve been doing a lot more writing for various magazines and websites as well as securing a monthly column in B.A.D.D. Magazine. they’ve recently given Me a corner of the website to write on and I’m excited about that.
Other than steady work progression not much has changed while i had the blog down. I’m still single, I’m still spoiled BUT I HAVE lost weight again. I’m all skinny now, but if you’re a loyal fan or follower you’ve seen My photos on instagram and know that I’m all small again.
I’ll be back to update you with even more hotness soon.
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